My name is Ethan William A, better known online as EVILETH4N (pronounced Evil Eth-fourn) or formerly as SHADYD3MON. Skinny British dude from Australia who hates everyone and is always angry for some reason. I make stuff on YouTube.
A SHORT BIOGRAPHY
My early days on YouTube consisted of scrolling around with no account. I used to watch YTPs and gaming videos for the majority of my time before I was pulled out of school, because I didn't have much else going for me. I wanted to be a YouTuber as well out of boredom, and ended up discovering the commentary genre.I officially joined the net on July 13th, 2021 (11 years old), and immediately got into commentary. I was always very opinionated, and had stronger morality back then, that I slowly lost with age. I would have been a ragebaiter instead had I lost more of my morality sooner than I did. I used to get aggressive in older rants due to my lack of control over my anger, landing me in trouble with others and even YouTube, but I never really regretted any of what I said. I eventually shifted to almost rage-baity content, while still retaining my status as a commentary YouTuber. Some people consider me both idk why.My favorite targets are adults that harm children. I never saw such adults as human beings worthy of respect, and I'll do anything to make that known. I've always found it intriguing how I can make people go to such.. extreme lengths, over jokes I make about bad people online, and for holding bad actors to account when nobody else cares to.And that's what came to be the minecraft skeleton lookin ass we all know as EVILETH4N. Commentator, illustrator and a writer. :)Statement on my past3FREQUENT QUESTIONS
AGE?
16. Sept 7 2009. Ethan Williams (my persona) is 30, but he and I, the guy myself, are not 100% the same person.NATIONALITY?
Australian. I come from Welsh-Italian ethnicity, and likely elsewhere from British. I just call myself a Welshman, or European tho (fuck off I was here before brexit).I'm multilingual. Can speak Russian, Italian and broken Welsh. Epic, right. But to be honest I was more built for the cold climates than Australia, I hate being from the suburnt country.FAVORITE YOUTUBERS/INSPOS?
Just check my YouTube subscriptions, they're all there.INTERESTS OUTSIDE OF YT?
I have a few hobbies ig. I like ROCK MUSIC a lot. Meteora is by far my favorite album, and Faint is easily my favorite song. I like other things besides music, firearms and heavy weaponry, weightifting and strength sports, firefighting, food, hunting, heavy vehicles and even driving cars myself.Hell, I am a pretty skilled driver for not even having my L's yet. I also like cooking as well, just be sure that I don't eat it all. or maybe do make sure I eat it, for your own sake..Probably my favorite thing to do in my free time is sit in my garage. It's where I make most of my videos, and I have a lot of stuff in there that I use a lot (hunting blades, tool assortments, a whole lot of really cool stuff)I LOVE THE SECOND AMMENDMENT LELFAN'S NAMES?
Haven't decided. Ethlings, evil sidekicks, nerds, you pick.3EXTRA STUFF
▪︎ I like rock music. Most of my favorite songs (Faint, Rhinoceros, Plaster 2, Resolution and others) come from Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition. It's my favorite album.▪︎ Fav band is Linkin Park. Meteora, Hybrid Theory AND LIVING THINGS are the best albums. I like other bands too, scroll down.▪︎ I'm asexual and straight. Also I'm quite obviously male; him/his.▪︎ Fireman Sam my fav, entertained me a lot as a kid (Elvis Cridlington is me bro trust) anything post series 9 sucks tho, Mattel flanderized it way too hard.▪︎ I believe in Christianity, Protestantism specifically. Matthew 18:6, first verse I ever fully memorized.▪︎ My ability to fry scream is probably my biggest flex. Got it naturally.▪︎ I'm approx 5'9. I measured myself against a car.▪︎ I have mental illnesses. H-OCD, C-PTSD, MDD and AuDHD, all diagnosed. The first two are the most severe, plus the chronic boredom/anger and constant paranoia is maybe worth noting. Be patient.▪︎ I like dogs. I showed one of mine in my videos a few times. Hyenas are my favorite animals.▪︎ Favorite games are Among Us, Showman's: The Awakening, Plague Inc., and anything Henry Stickmin or Mario related. Five Nights at Candy's is something I also grew up with and personally liked more than FNAF. I also like the I'm on Observation Duty series, although I'd lose within the first hour.
This is (a variant of) my IRL persona :)
STUFF I LIKE/HOBBIES
I like firearms, 80's and heavy/nu metal music, anything involving large vehicles (Ford Everest and Isuzu D-MAX my favs), 4wding and offroading, gaming, cooking food (especially savory things hashbrown my fav), hunting, weightlifting and strength sports, mechanics, firefighting, political science, food, brutalism, being a dumbass, more food, and starting illegal fires in the backyard, among other stuff.I also like music a lot. Linkin Park, Fear Factory, RHCP, Good Charlotte, Slipknot, Duran Duran, Papa Roach, BMTH, TRUSTcompany, Skillet, I Prevail, Three Days Grace, Groundbreaking, The Funeral Portrait, INXS, Metallica, Fort Minor, She Wants Revenge, Powerman5000, MJ, Attila >>My favorite albums; Meteora/M20AE, LIVING THINGS, Hybrid Theory/HT20AE (LP) - The Lonely Position Of Neutral, True Parallels (TRUSTco) - Rio, Duran Duran (DD) - Californication, By The Way, I'm With You, The Getaway (RHCP) - Digimortal (FF) - 20/20, Getting Away With Murder (Paparo) - Good Morning Revival (GoodChar) - Fallen, The Open Door (Evanescence) - Up and Down (SWR)Bruton C. Bell, Simon Le Bon, Mike Shinoda, Anthony Kiedis, Chester Bennington, Kevin Palmer and Amy Lee are my favorite singers(some of) my FAVOURITE SONGS
(Check out my playlist bro)
Fun fact, my first ever favorite song was I Don't Wanna Be In Love by Good Chalotte.
NAME HISTORY
imnotEthan (July 2021 - unknown, old channel)
SHADYD3MON (Aug 2022 - present)
EthanisD34d (Jan - August 2023)
EVILETH4N (Aug 2023 - present)OTHER ALIASES/NAMES
My general nicknames other than Ethan or Shady are Ettano or 3. Things I've been called: EE4/SD3 (my initials), Tan, Evil-Eth-Chronic-Minority-Hater-4, Eth-lon Musk, Ethfuckhead, armed suspect, dumbass, pencil-built giraffe, Smokedetector9, ШЭЙДИД3МОН.The GC has a lot of creative names for me.
He is me :)
ETHAN QUOTES FROM THE GC“I'm high enough without the drugs, that shit in my brain got me coked up the back'a ma skull”"I was having an entire Smash Bros™ smackdown with the bin tryna get shi out""He's breaking the law of physics while still tryna break the law in every judistriction I mean-""HOLY SHIT GET DHAT FUCKA AWAY FROM Me""If that's how the ignition works than why does't it just start" (my last words before seeing a frying pan flying at my face at 79mp/h)"Next time I see them I'm unleashing the 4th Reich""It's sucked lately, just got done licking my wall and idk something like that"Honourable mention: "finna pull a shuaiby aslam on these hoes 'you recording Ethan???' headass"MY FRIENDS: JETT, LILY, JORDAN, LEXX, LUCY
THE PERSONA OF EVILETH4N - ETHAN R. WILLIAMSEthan Ryan Williams, born as Итан Райан Уильямс is a character I created to reflect myself in 2019, when I would have been 9 years old. He reflects my beliefs, my struggles and reflects my own mental illnesses, specifically H-OCD and C-PTSD, which I use Ethan to write stories about and want to provide better representation dor. Ethan represents me in all of my content, including my rant videos, which started in mid 2021, and has since become the entire icon of SHADYD3MON, and eventually the main focus of SHADYD3MOS-0; the aforementioned story.He was originally gonna be named Ettano Chevrondo.Ethan in his canon universe of SHADYD3MOS-0 is a firefighter, working in Barrkon, Alaska, alongside his colleagues whom he continues work with even after some pretty horrible tyrranies he caused due to going untreated for so long. Ethan is the station's chef, providing and hunting for food to keep his teammates energized, although often fumbled..Outside of his uncontrollable anger and poor impulse control, Ethan does have a genuine sense of care for those around him, although clueless and confused when he doesn't feel angry, which often leads to a lot of generally idiotic and clueless behaviour despite his chronic hypervigilance. His depiction on my main channel, which canonically he has no knowledge of, is otherwise the same as his canon self, just overall toned down.You can find more info on the character here
This segment covers some extremely serious topics, such as child sexual abuse, psychological abuse, mental illness and suicide. Go back if you need to.THE ABUSE
As soon as I joined the net, I have been subjected to 4-year spanning abuse by mainly adults, as well as forcibly having my existing trauma outed (context). This situation ended up having the name The EVILETH4N Chronicles somehow. This abuse included:
DOCUMENTS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/19C6ky5YN6k
27XoSyKoZq8_wUvvKlMYroyB8f3L-gc00 (last updated Feb 2026)VIDEOS ON MY HARASSMENT: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLxyqjJ1pXgQA4kwXQOzSdu9p1mNjOWHcJ&siWHERE I WENT WRONG
As a direct result of the abuse, I began to have intrusive homophobic thoughts in 2024. This was my first ever exposure to the LGBT, and since it was sexually abusive, I would generalize them. I asked myself LGBT audience for advice publicly. This led me to get relentlessly bullied and victim blamed for "being a bigot" by r/YoutubeDrama, when it was really an abuse-induced trauma, and they found it funny to mock my self harm and call me a suicide baiter. I'm sorry for my thoughts, it does not align with my current views, but I will never support the community again after all the harm done to me in its name.I also verbally harassed people who mocked me, victim blamed me, poorly handled my abuse, or joined in on the bullying after they apologized, most of which was private discourse which I won't elaborate on publicly. It was wrong of me to harass them. However, I feel no remorse for this as I was harmed first to an extreme extent, therefore I feel justified regardless of if I actually am. I also do not feel bad for being ageist towards adults, as I already had C-PTSD since before this situation began, and most of it was caused by adults. This harassment only reinforced my beliefs that all adults are bad, as it was mainly adults who abused/victim blamed me.NOTE ON MENTAL HEALTH
As mentioned before, I have diagnosed ASD, ADHD, situational and chemical MDD, C-PTSD, H-OCD (which is by far the worst of it), among many other symptoms, like insomnia, anmesia, a completely dissociative identity, etc, that remain unclear to even myself. My numerous beforehand traumas began and persisted from when I was 2 to when I was 11, not counting anything during this situation. Naturally, I was horribly traumatized, and therefore incoherent, especially in 2024. I was hard to undterstand, reacted instinctively without thinking, and my poor communication only brought on more problems.This is why predators like to target kids who are incoherent and already vulnerable like I was, as we're easier to blame or discredit. I acted out of stress, unknowingly harming my own case. That's what predators want, as it draws questions to the victims behaviour rather than their own.SUMMARY
Me; already horribly suicidal at 7, got digitally abused at 12 using past trauma against me. I was driven to hate and extreme reactions. Others failed to recognize the abuse and got mad at me for how I reacted, they turned my abuse into petty victim-blaming drama, and I still haven't been able to process any of this abuse or my extensive prior trauma in the present day.I'm really not the guy who wants drama, or to be infamous, or be part of petty controversy, but this is not controversy–it's broadcasted abuse. I just wanna say what I want, share my stuff with those who wanna see it, and keep living my life as normally as I can despite everything. But I can't do that when everyone is apparently the victim BUT the child who was actually harmed. I'm sorry for what I've done, but I'm not sorry for those who provoked me to do this.But hey, I'm greatful that it was me and not another child. :/ Go backPS: Don't apologize to me if you've wronged me during this situation. It's not that I don’t want to hear you out, it's that all apologies do for me is bring back old harm, and therefore, further anger me. Besides, I've been through so much psychological abuse in general to the point I've lost the mental capacity to forgive.While closure would be relieving, I do not want it. If I want to pretend that I'm going to be okay or blame myself for the abuse and mistreatment, let me do so. It's the only way I can try to move forward, as I have no other means of coping besides violence, and have spent years trying to get the help I need to no avail.
Note that none of my prior trauma was ever treated, processed or even handled properly at all before this case of abuse abuse began. I was being treated as a problem back then, and was dissociating while the online abuse was beginning. Go back
EPIC BOUNDARIES
(Because even the villains have limits..)▪︎ Don't provoke me and you won't get your shit shanked, simple as that. I don't care about "being the bigger person". Ever tried going outside n pulling that shit on someone who can see your ugly ass in the flesh? Yeah, they retaliate, so do I.▪︎ Don't sexualize me or my work. I'm a minor and asexual (apothisexual), and would be incapable of consent even if I were an adult due to my mental illness. I have a long history of my non-consent being disregarded.▪︎ I've had terrible experiences with shippers and they make me uncomfortable (Elvnny is my ONLY exception). Don't ship my characters unless it's canon (Eth/Flo and Sea/Zo), but even then please don't make it your main focus.▪︎ I'm ageist. I'll tolerate adults depending on circumstances, but most adults I've ever met have been a source of fear, neglect or abuse throughout my early life, therefore ALL adults are dangerous unless proven innocent. "Well there are good adul-" NO THERE ISN'T LOL▪︎ I have a lot of trauma associated with the LGBT, and therefore don't support it. I respect LGBT individuals, but PLEASE keep LGBT themes away from me/my stuff as it makes me uncomfortable.▪︎ Idk where else to mention it, but people who force diversity representation into places where it doesn't belong piss me off, especially when it's kids shows or against canon. Please leave if you support that, especially if you're also into my favs.OTHER NOTABLE STUFF
▪︎ I have mental illnesses, mentioned in the bio page. This is for transparency. Treatment is gonna be a long road, especially with chronic SI, and I'm impulsively violent in real life. I got no other means of regulation which sucks.▪︎ I struggle with paranoia and find it hard to communicate to people outside those I see as safe, When threat is genuinely everywhere for long enough, hypervigilance becomes survival instinct and I have learned to expect harm, so if I try to avoid you, don't take it personal, I'm wired to react that way.▪︎ I'm a conservative if that wasn't already obvious. Christian too. However I can do this cool thing called "set my beliefs aside for five fucking minutes", something most people who are into politics and obsess with politicians are seemingly incapable of.Go back
BLACKLISTOverall dickwipes,Adults (commenting or following me is fine, I'm selective with this one),NSFW accounts/creators and those who indulge in NSFW at all,Profiction/, pro/darkshippers or lolishota ("It's just fictio-" NO LOL),Frequenters on DeviantArt, Reddit (especially r/YoutubeDrama), toxic Twitter cesspools or larper sites,If you've harmed me personally.If you meet any of these, you're free to pre-emptively fuck off. You aren't welcome (or safe) here.
