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My name is Ethan William A, better known online as EVILETH4N (pronounced Evil Eth-fourn). Skinny Welsh-British dude from Australia who hates everyone and is always angry for some reason. I make stuff on YouTube.

A short biography
My early days on YouTube consisted of scrolling around with no account. I used to watch YTPs and gaming videos for the majority of my time before I was pulled out of school, because I didn't have much else going for me. I wanted to be a YouTuber as well out of boredom, and ended up discovering the commentary genre.I officially joined the net on July 13th, 2021 (11 years old), and immediately got into commentary. I was always very opinionated, and had stronger morality back then, that I slowly lost with age. I would have been a ragebaiter instead had I lost more of my morality sooner than I did. I used to get aggressive in older rants due to my lack of control over my anger, landing me in trouble with others and even YouTube, but I never really regretted any of what I said. I eventually shifted to almost rage-baity content, while still retaining my status as a commentary YouTuber. Some people consider me both.My favorite targets are adults that harm children. I never saw such adults as human beings worthy of respect, and I'll do anything to make that known. I've always found it intriguing how I can make people go to such.. extreme lengths, over jokes I make about bad people online, and for holding bad actors to account when nobody else cares to.And that's what came to be the minecraft skeleton lookin ass we all know as EVILETH4N.Statement on my controversial past.

FREQUENT QUESTIONS

Age?
16. Sept 7 2009. Ethan Williams (my persona) is 30, but he and I, the guy myself, are not 100% the same person.Nationality?
Australian. Ethnicity Welsh-British. I just call myself European tho (fuck off I was here before brexit).I'm multilingual. Can speak Russian, English and Italian. Epic, right.What do you use to make videos?
An old APK of Capcut. Bland. As for my device, it's a samsung tablet. Believe it or not, my oldest videos were made on an iPod touch.I always use either PC Or Linux. Never IOS.The TTS that voices Ethan Williams in my videos is Microsoft Mark. Voices of the other characters come from that same source.Favorite YouTubers/inspirations?
Just check my YouTube subscriptions, they're all there.interests outside of YT?
I have a few hobbies ig. I like ROCK MUSIC a lot. Meteora is by far my favorite album, and Faint is easily my favorite song. I like other things besides music, firearms and heavy weaponry, weightifting and strength sports, firefighting, food, heavy vehicles and even driving cars myself.Hell, I am a pretty skilled driver for not even having my L's yet. I also like cooking as well, just be sure that I don't eat it all. or maybe do make sure I eat it, for your own sake..I LOVE THE SECOND AMMENDMENT LELFans name?
Havent decided. Ethlings, evil sidekicks, nerds, you pick.

Other trivials

▪︎ Probably my favorite thing to do in my free time is sit in my garage. It's where I make most of my videos, and I have a lot of stuff in there that I use a lot (hunting blades, tool assortments, a whole lot of really cool stuff)▪︎ My depiction of my real self often lacks an intact face. Why did I do this? Fuck you, that's why.▪︎ I like dogs. I showed one of mine in my videos a few times. Hyenas are my favorite animals.▪︎ I like rock music. Most of my favorite songs (Faint, Rhinoceros, Plaster 2, Resolution and others) come from Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition.▪︎ Fav band is Linkin Park. Meteora, Hybrid Theory AND LIVING THINGS are the best albums.▪︎ I'm gonna be a firefighter (if) I grow up. Or a mechanic. Both? Maybe.▪︎ I believe in Christianity, protestantism specifically. Matthew 18:6.▪︎ My ability to fry scream is probably my biggest flex. Got it naturally.▪︎ I'm approx 5'9. I measured myself against a car.▪︎ I'm retarded (OCD ADHD MDD C-PTSD nd other stuff). And then theres also chronic anger, constant boredom and stuff like that so don't trust me too much.▪︎ I'm asexual and straight. Fuck off. (I love Jett)▪︎ Fireman Sam my fav, entertained me a lot as a kid (Cridlington is so me bro). FUCK anything post series 9, Mattel can suck it. SMG4 too. Take a wild guess who my favorite SMG4 character is.▪︎ I'm evil, if you couldn't tell. I've always depicted myself as either a cartoonishly evil guy, or someone who unintentionally does genuinely horrible shit via my fictional derivative.▪︎ Favorite games are Among Us, Showman's: The Awakening, Plague Inc., and anything Henry Stickmin related.▪︎ I unironically laugh at mugshots those things are funny as fart. On that note, YTPs are my favorite kind of content, and the first kind of YouTube videos I ever watched.▪︎ I like (and suck at) cooking and baking.▪︎ I am not affiliated with the Art community, the ACC, or the Gacha Community. Don't group me with them.

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This is (a portrayal of) me :)

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Favorite album is M20AE (discs 4 + 6 especially)

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  MY EPIC PLAYLIST CHECK IT OUT

This video is about me

FAV SONGS LEL

(I sing these to myself, anything from Meteora or HT 20th anniversary that isnt listed also counts, theres many more on my favs list)

NAME HISTORYImnotEthan (July 2021 - unknown, old channel)
SHADYD3MON (Aug 2022 - present)
EthanisD34d (Jan - August 2023)
EVILETH4N (Aug 2023 - present)

Weird quotes Ethan said in gc“It's a bloody gear stick ye focken retar”“I'm high enough without the drugs, that shit in my brain got me coked up the back'a ma skull”“Real trap shit”"I was having an entire smash bros smackdown with the bin tryna get the trash out""HOLY SHIT GET DHAT FUCKA AWAY FROM Me""Mudafockas get offended by anything.""Mf eating that balloon like she's a fucking sea turtle""Send this guy to a fucking grooming salon, he will groom all those dogs but not better than he grooms all those kids""I'm so white I re-blinded a blind guy. The sun just fucking reflects off of me you never see me again bitch""Next time I see them I'm unleashing the 4th Reich"Honourable mention: "finna pull a shuaiby aslam on these hoes 'you recording Ethan???' headass"

THE PERSONA OF EVILETH4N
Ethan Ryan Williams, born as Итан Райан Уильямс is a character I created to reflect myself in 2019, when I would have been 9 or 10 years old. He reflects my beliefs, my struggles, and even my own mental illnesses, which I use Ethan to write stories about. Ethan represents me in all of my content, including my rant videos, which started in mid 2021, and has since become the entire icon of SHADYD3MON, and eventually the main focus of SHADYD3MOS-0; the aforementioned story.Ethan in his canon universe of SHADYD3MOS-0 is a firefighter, working in Barrkon, Alaska, alongside his colleagues whom he kinda fuckin murdered. Crazy right.I am Ethan, but Ethan is not me. Ethan canonically has no knowledge of me, my social media accounts, or anything. In SHADYD3MOS-0, there are canonically no traces of me myself, only Ethan Williams. Remember though, we are not 100% the same person.You can find more info on the character here

This segment covers some extremely serious topics, such as child sexual abuse, psychological abuse, mental illness and suicide. Go backCONTROVERSY
As soon as I joined the net, I have been subjected to severe 4-year spanning abuse and harassment campaigns, which caused me to make bad decisions. This abuse was mainly perpetrated by 3 adults and 2 teenagers, primarily women, and started when I was 11, and ended up having the name The EVILETH4N Chronicles (TEE4C). This harassment included:▪︎ Sexually harassing me as a minor
▪︎ Mocking my fathers passing among many other personal losses and tradgeties, as well as spreading an existing rumor that my father died by suicide because he didn't want me- which was not true
▪︎ Creating and distributing written/drawn CSAM involving me engaging in non-consentual acts with my deceased father, as well as themselves
▪︎ Lying about me and causing reputational harm via false accusations of me being the pedophile, or other accusations of misconduct which they themselves committed against me
▪︎ Stealing and sexually defaming my characters who hold significance to me, one of whom is a minor
▪︎ Forcing political ideology and LGBT onto me when I was uncomfortable, and in sexualized ways
▪︎ Knowingly targeted my existing heart condition (prolonged takostubo syndrome), which was medically endangering
▪︎ Inciting me to suicide since I was 11 years old and already severely suicidal, and was almost successful numerous times, and also triggered panic attacks, near institutionalization, among many other things, of which the trauma I carry will persist for the rest of my life.These abusers in question are @Wixtener, @zzzaiiko, @Notstalka666, @janvalentines and Miniydiscy. I want to emphasise that I condemn visiting their profiles, these are dangerous individuals.All of the evidence: https://docs.google.com/document/d/19C6ky5YN6k27XoSyKoZq8_wUvvKlMYroyB8f3L-gc00, https://youtu.be/UM5ZETPjVXQ The latest attempt of contact with me from my harassers was November 30th, 2025.As a result, I have had controversies such as counter-harssment of bystanders and supporters of my abusers, expressing homophobia and far-right ideaology, and ageism against adults. I became hateful, verbally abusive towards people who had previously harmed me and supported my abusers, and only served to ruin my own case out of the sheer trauma I was actively experiencing. I was provoked first.Instead of understanding that this behaviour was coming from a place of complex trauma resurfacing through digital abuse, the internet decided to get angry at me instead, because the truth was too complex for their comfort. They wanted someone to cancel, they didn't want the hard truth.WAS I WRONG?
Yes. Partially, I was, and here's why;▪︎ It was wrong of me to harass people who mocked me, victim blamed me, or rallied behind my abusers and joined in on the bullying after they apologized, most of them were also young adults. However, I feel no remorse for this, as I was provoked first, therefore I feel justified, regardless of if I actually am. They contributed to a lot of the harm that was done to me, and if I have mocked you endlessly after you've supported them, then congrats: I think sorry for you, I don't feel sorry. Fuck outtaere.▪︎ Homophobia and far-right extremism is where I actually feel some remorse. Yes, I did want to harm gay people, alongside using homophobic slurs as a straight guy to "cope". TEE4C was my first ever exposure to the LGBT, and since it was sexually abusive, I would generalize them. I'm sorry for that, and I love gay people as individuals. I see them as more than what has hurt me, but I will never support the community again after all the harm done to me in its name.▪︎ Fuck adults, they're all the same. I was 2 when the prior abuse began. They love to flaunt the fact that they have years on me, but I had all of the experience that they'll never have before my double digits, or even 5 years old. The safety of children is my priority, and I have learned from repeated physical, psychological and sexual abuse—on and off the net—that all adults are bad. They have continuously proven me right my entire life, and they are unworthy of my respect.However, the fact that all of this was priorotized over the actual abuse sickens me. I was 11, suffering with existing trauma and mental illness, why was all this madness on their part not questioned?NOTE ON MENTAL HEALTH
While I may appear rational at first glance, I think it's worth noting that I am rather severely mentally ill, which frequently impairs my judgement. Not even kidding, I unironically breathe through the mouth sometimes. A lot is already publicly known about this, given my lack of restraint during the earlier days, so I won't pretend to be all mysterious and shit. But I want to note this for transparency.I have the confidence to call myself a reliable narrator depending on the circumstances. My issues are primarily about violence and aggression, not general rationality (not anymore at least). As mentioned before, I have diagnosed ASD, ADHD, situational and chemical MDD, C-PTSD, H-OCD (which is by far the worst of it), among many other symptoms, like insomnia, anmesia, etc, that remain unclear to even myself. These disorders in my case are rather severe and tend to shape my personality as a whole, that's how bad the symptoms are.So while my shitass videos may be as sourced as I can get, my conduct may be less than stellar, and for that, I apologise. I do my best to maintain a level of respect, but it tends to be difficult. I already talk a lot about mental illness in my work and my stories, but I feel like I should state this anyway.Children aren't supposed to be battlefield survivors before they can even spell the word "survivor." So why did that happen to me. 2 years old, man. My entire existence is sufferingm that's all I will ever be. I will have no legacy, nothing to leave behind, nothing to be remembered for. I am the last of me, nothing can replace me, and honestly, nothing should. The last thing I would wish for is for the cycle to continue.SUMMARY
Me. Already severely mentally ill and traumatized. Suicidal at 7, with prolonged takostubo syndrome. Got digitally abused at 11 using past trauma against me. Became hateful. Internet failed to recognize the abuse and got mad at me for how I reacted, turned my abuse into petty victim-blaming drama, and I still haven't been able to process this trauma in the present day. I was powerless. Still am.I'm really not the guy who wants drama, or to be infamous, or be part of petty controversy. I just wanna say what I want, share my stuff with those who wanna see it, and keep living my life as normally as I can despite everything. I just want to be left alone after everything I've been through, but I can't do that when everyone is apparently the victim BUT the child who was actually harmed.I'm sorry for what I've done, but I'm not sorry for those who provoked me to do this. But hey, I'm greatful that it was me, and not another child suffering like this. Thank you, God. - EE4If you or anyone you know is experiencing suicidal crisis, harassment or abuse, please reach out to the police, professionals or trusted people. Remember, history is written only by the historians who survive. Hang in there bro, I've been to the lowest of it.Go back

EPIC BOUNDARIES
(Because even the villains have limits...)This is mainly for you if you're gonna interact with me or involve me in stuff like fanart nd shi, these are my boundaries (epic)▪︎ I will be as respectful as I can to you but if you provoke me first it's over bitch.▪︎ Don't sexualize me, my work or anything related to me. I'm asexual, and even if I weren't A MINOR, I would still be INCAPABLE OF CONSENTING TO SUCH STUFF. If you indulge in lust, get off my shit and go outside, why are you reading this, you disgusting fucking freak with no humanity.▪︎ I lack empathy. I care about ethics and morals, even tho mine are grey, I will try to help people if I can but I do have lower empathy than average. I do like nuance tho, and I hope you like nuance too.▪︎ If you're profiction, you're out. Fiction does in fact impact reality. On that note, don't ship my characters unless its canon (EthFlo and SeaZo are canon). I prefer genuine connection over shallow bullshit. But please don't focus solely on that, shipping is not what my stuff is about.▪︎ I do not trust adults. If you're an adult, I will tolerate you depending on circumstances, but you should not expect my full respect given my own circumstances. I WILL see you as a threat.▪︎ I don't support the LGBT due to trauma, sorry. I will respect you as an individual tho, no problem. Don't associate me me with LGBT themes, it's really tonedeaf given my history with such stuff. To clarify, I'm asexual and straight, so I am not LGBT.▪︎ Preferably don't mention/tag me unless I am relavent.▪︎ Eat shit▪︎ If you have wronged me, DO NOT APOLOGIZE. IT GOES AGAINST MY BOUNDARIES. If you are sorry, good, stay sorry you fucking asshole. This of course does not apply to small drama lol.▪︎ Most of the jokes I make don't reflect my actual beliefs I'm just baiting you.I am not affiliated with the Art community/the ACC, or the Gacha Community. This is just for clarification, I won't throw a fit if you do associate me with these but it's not ideal to me lel.DNI: General dickwipes, proshippers/most shippers in general, NSFW accounts or people who indulge in such stuff, far leftists, sunlight-averse basement cryptids, Reddit (especially r/YoutubeDrama) or DeviantArt users, that sorta thing.Go back